7 months old

It is hard to even describe how fast the past seven months has gone by. For those mothers out there I know you are thinking "28 years has gone by similar to a flash of lightning. Now my baby has a baby and it has happened too fast." I remember most of my life I would wish to be 12 so I could shave my legs...16 so I could date...18 so I could graduate from high school...21 so I could go out with my friends....Now at 28 I hold my breath everyday and wish that Karsen would be my little baby forever. While we were laying in bed a few nights ago Mark said to me "I am 33. Do you realize that I am already halfway through my life." In the stillness of that summer night I can remember thinking "Even if I only get to share half of your life with you. You will never know how whole you make mine."